To the people that I love:
I apologize for pushing you away.
You see, the disastrous part of myself has been unleashed, and I am afraid it is not a pretty sight.
You should not have to watch me struggle, or worry about me, as I do not want to add extra burden to your life.
You should not have to chose whether or not you still love me.
In fact, I cannot let you decide whether or not you can still love me in all the ways you did before…Because I have already made the choice for you.
Distancing myself from you is far less painful than knowing you gave up on me when I needed you the most.
For I cannot bear knowing that I am a disappointment.